Bulimia?

i almost went two weeks without binging and purging but today i ruined that.i am so effing angry with myself are there any ppl out there with eating disorders who know what i'm going through that could give me some words of encouragement to NOT do this again?!?! this is not one of those dumb joke things.i'm serious and i'm freaking out and just.... this SUCKSplz no mean comments.....and plz no "just tell somebody you trust" - i dont have a very good relationship with my parents. for all i know my dad would just go, "well get over it" and i dont wanna put this on my friends or anybody....they dont need that
Answer:
You are truely a beautiful person inside and out i know this just because you dont want to put the stress of your problem on the people around you...1 day at a time all i can say is try very hard talk to people look in your local phone book for a help line.%26 please talk to someone face to face about this

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i used to be bulimic, and what i would do after i stopped was some crunches after i ate. Also, i know it sounds realllly nasty but i would think of the acid from my puke and picture it burning my esophagas and tell myself i don't wanna die. Sounds stupid, but it worked for me. You don't need to do that to be beautiful. I promise. Stay away from scales and eat healthier.Popcorn is an awesome snack with not many calories. Only 170 in the whole bagggg. Yummy! I don't know you, but i care. I promise. If you ever want to talk, email me sweets. Im usually on. Take care, you'll be okay. Take it one day at a time.

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I had the same problem when I was 17. I couldn't stop getting sick after I ate and it was hurting my heart and I had trouble breathing. It is very dangerous to keep doing that to your body. I prayed very hard and God helped me stop. It takes a commitment to yourself or to someone you think highly of to stop. I didn't think enough of myself to stop for me. I hope that you get it under control before something bad happens to you health wise. You may need outside help if you can't stop.

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Ok, first you going two weeks without binging or purging is a plus. You should give yourself some credit for being able to acheive that. This disorder did not become a problem for you overnight and you won't be able to just make it disappear overnight.
I haven't dealt with bulimia, but I have bordered on the edge of anorexia and still struggle with it. I get angry with myself a lot because I feel that if I don't eat then I have accomplished some sort of goal...I don't know it's just always been like that for me. I won't eat for a week hardly and then I just get so hungry that I'll binge on just food in general and end up feeling guilty over it. Of course, the next day I go back to my normal "eat as less as possible" frame of mind.
Like you, I have tried to stop the cycle, but I have to say that my periods of eating are getting longer in length and your periods of not binging and purging will do the same. Just hang in there and keep posting questions on here if it helps you to let some of that frustration out.

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I'm sorry you don't have supportive parents you can rely on. I know these are not the best words of encouragement but you own your body, you choose what happens to it. The next time you feel like this let your mind take over and tell yourself you cant do this, its destroying my body and I wont let this happen, I will not do this to myself! I think you need someone you can talk about it to though. You have to have 1 or 2 best friends that you could confide in. If I had a really good friend that had this problem and they didn't confide in me about it I would feel bad as I would have wanted to be a support system. Don't think your going to put a weight on your friends shoulders by talking to them about this, that's what best friends are for.

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